what do i do

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday
I say that I'm okay but you really don't know how I feel
Do you think I will be okay without you?
Will you be okay without me?
It is really hard to live
That is why I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live these painful days because of what you said
Tell me if this is a bad thing to do
Do you live every single day painfully like me?
You and me.

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?
I still think about you and you might know this
Is it finally this? Are we going to end up like this? Is it okay with you?
I don't think I can do it. The love that I found by meeting you, I wont find it anywhere else even if I die

What should I do? If it isn't you, no one else can be in my heart
Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world would try
No one can erase your memories. So please hold me.

Even if I hold out my hands, no matter how much I call
You're always far from me
It'll be a love that becomes painful scars
Why can't I erase it?

Though I tell it not to go
Though I tell it to stop
My heart keeps going towards you
It doesn't wear out,
It doesn't decrease
Why is my love like this?

One by one,
I count and count the memories
My heart can't rest for even a moment
It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can't I even throw them away?

Is it too late? Do not we have a chance?
But me, I still think about you, and you might not know it.

* takde maksud pape hockay..... saje nak asah balik bakat terperap kuikuikui..