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derita merindu

>> Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Kau katakan cinta gunakan akal
Bila aku gunakan, kau yang menyangkal
Bagaimana nak kekal
Kau katakan cinta gunakan minda
Bila aku gunakan
Kau yang tak percaya… bagaimana nak bahagia


Maafmu tak bererti, kau mudah sesali
Berulang kali telah kau mungkiri
Manis mulut berjanji terpedaya lagi
Menanti biar terus didustai
Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa


Dan aku cuba sedaya upaya
Telah ku usaha dengan sepenuh jiwa
Bagaimana hendak ku lupa
bayangan wajahmu selalu di depan mata
harum baumu masih dapat ku hidu
Bagaimana ingin aku membencimu
Jikalau setiap hari merindu
Sekiranya derita merinduimu itu sebenarnya bahagia..
Aku pilih derita..


Kaulah bahagia (bagiku)
Kaulah derita (bagimu)
Esok lusamu, tak ku kenal lagi engkau siapa
Mungkinkah esok atau lusa walau biarpun lama
Akan ku biar tiada, ku tetap kan setia
Entah bila akan tiba sampai jua harimu yang sama
Esok seperti semalaman yang tak berubah
Kaulah tanda tanya… kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula
Kaulah tanda tanya… kau tiada titik noktah
Ku dibuai mimpi lena dikejut igau semula


Seandainya kau berada di depan mata
Mudah untuk aku berkata-kata
Supaya dapatku melihat seraut wajahmu
Walaupun belum tentu kau mahu bertemu
Apalagi memandangku
Setelah ku turutkan segala kemahuan kau mainkan perasaan
Begitu mudah kau ucapkan terimalah saja kenyataan…
Aku masih terkilan


Jika kau dapat memahami hati seorang perindu
Baru kau tahu derita hatiku
Jika suatu hari nanti giliran kau merindu
Baru kau ingat derita diriku
Segala yang berlaku bukan kemahuanku
Apa gunanya bahgia
Jikalau bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu
Aku pilih derita merinduimu

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tanya sama ati

>> Monday, March 29, 2010

Pagi ni dapat satu sms dari my dear fwen rahila.. sms nyer cenggini…

Salam.. smlm aku dirisik n sekaligus ditunangkan… maka selamatlah aku menjadi tunangan ,muhammad luqman….sedeh sebb ko tak dapat ader waktu tunang aku…orang paling banyak berjasa dalam aku ngn luqman… Pasni turn ko pulak wahai cik eyfa comey…. Aku, sue kecik dah selamat.. ko je tinggal .. bile pulak?

Tahniah cik ila… ermm pasni aku kene hitung ari untuk majlis ko la yea… haizzz....... turn aku?

The answer is….


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mcm mane la aku nak jawab soklan tu .... aku sendiri takde jawapan untuk pertanyaan tue...


aku tanya pada diri.. tanya pada suara hati ....

tapi..... kosong... kompius....

rasa "itu" hilang.... takde dalam diri .... mungkin benar aku sudah campak perasaan itu jauh jauh ......

bile orang tanye ape status.. jawab aku single but not available... "not AVAILABLE" bukan bermakna hati ini telah dimiliki tapi sebb aku sendiri tak ader perasaan itu untuk sape sape..... sejak peristiwa air mata tu ....

aku sedar yg diri aku sekarng bukan diri aku yg dulu... dah jauh aku tinggalkan eyfa yg dulu.....

yang ader sekarang eyfa yg "kosong" hatinya....yang "keras" hatinya........... kerana dia yg menjadikan aku tidak berperasaan....

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suatu kebetulan

>> Wednesday, March 24, 2010

kebetulan kah ini?



lokasi : steven`s corner kat pandan indah

arini mcm biase menyemakkan diri lagi.. sam der shooting kat area rumah aku. so lepak lepak le mkn mkn kat steven corner ni... sam,jeff, n sorang lagi terlupa pulak nama...

tak padan ngn kecik tapi selera besau! huhuhu... order segala mcm...

ader satu peristiwa agak lawak la...

mase tgk tgk mkn tu ader sorang apek cina jual dvd dtg dari meja ke meja untuk jual produk dia.. sampai je kat table kitaorg.. jeff tgk la dvd ape yg ader... samapi dia jumpe dvd "adnan sempit" terus dia amek dvd tu n tanye kat apek cina..

"ini orang dalam ini cover sama dgn itu orang tak ?" (merujuk pada sam)

cina tu jawab " aya.. ini orng pakai cermin mata lor... tapi itu muka manyak sama... eh u itu pelakon ka?"

sam sampuk " itu kembar saya"....

terus cina tu blah.... agaknyer dia bengang kot sebb dipersendakan.. huhuhhu

pasje mkn terus g kat location untuk shoot... arini scene mcm siang ari jgk.. ader scene wawa,sam n azadjazmin...

then azad tegur " eh u gurl yg i jumpe kat pavillion aritu kan?"

aku senyum ajew....tak tau nk jawab pe.. terkejut jugak coz dalam samar2 pun dia still boleh ingt lagi kan...

ngeeeee.......


mase tgh lepak ngn sam. jeff, n sornag lagi mamat yang aku lupe namenyer ni..... sesuatu yg cube aku buang jauh jauh dtg balik....

tak sangka la pulak upenyer mamat yg aku lupe namanye ni upenyer kawan n jiran kepada jifat... adusss!! betapa kecilnya!!

puncanyer bile dia ternampak folder yg bernama " NAJI"

then terbukalah citer citer yg sememangnyer berpuaka untuk aku...

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miss him

>> Monday, March 22, 2010

dunno y i miss him so much.... miss him much....


whats wrong la wif me ni ae?

haiyakkkk pls sumbody punch my face sket.......

really crazy punya org....

arghhh i`m hate it lor..

its already 6month lor when the disaster happend.........

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>> Thursday, March 18, 2010

lame hilang kan?


well arini sempat pinjam lappy angah.. my lappy osak.... lcd crack.. wit lagi terbang....

ermmm arini g kemensah...dekat blakang zoo negara...wat pe?

g set adnan sempit the series... hang out ngn shaheizy,jep, angah raja lawak n ader ag 2 3 org...

ya ampun lepak sana mmg pecah perot tgk lawak diaorg... cantik anak sungai kat kemensah tue...

sekurangnyer hilang tension aku kejap dgn pelbagai masalah yg ado...

then malamnyer dinner kat pavillion wit sam, jep .... nk mkn thai fud pulak.... uhuhuuh




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women as explained by engineers

>> Saturday, March 06, 2010















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note untk abg aku

>> Wednesday, March 03, 2010

abg...

i`m so sorry if u think adik tak ikhlas bagi bday gift....

demi Allah adik ikhlas...!!

but i never plan yg adik terpakse bagi gift ni delivery by "pos" ...

bout dat note dalam gift tu adik tak maksud langsung..

cume waktu adik wrote adik tingat yang abg pernah mention akan pulang balik kalau dapat tau that gift tu mahal... so kalau betul betul abg pulangkan sape la nk guna pulak kan.. abah pun mane muat...i`m so sorry ok...

tak terlintas langsung to be so rude with my brother... it just too many ........ ah!! abg boleh paham ke ape adik rase waktu tue?

adim mintak maaf kalau rase adik ni terkurang ajar..but sikit pun tak bermaksud.... the situation r too complicated...

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tkde tajuk khusus..

>> Tuesday, March 02, 2010

masuk kerja petang tadi ... cek email dulu....

oh! ader email ...

"adik...sonyap yo...kojo ko x kojo ari nih?"

aku rep :

" keje la.. ni baru masuk hehehe...."

new mail

"hyeee.. wendu seh kat adik aku sorang nih..."

aku rep :

"hahahaaha yeke wendu? bini mau campak longkang ke?"

new mail :

ish, adeq xtau ari2 teringat kt adeq.....
nk jumper ni...ader citer hangat!

aku rep :

"per cer? bile nyer nak jumpe ? kat aner?

new mail :

"kedai capati blakang r.. skunk.. boleh?"

aku rep :

"ok cepat ae.. sape lambat sampai lobby blanje capati ok...hahaha.. kompom la adik sampai dulu.. siap untuk bawak wit lebey..."

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sesi aku minum ptg kat kedai capati "underground" kekekeek....

mcm biase abg aku terpakse hulurkan witnyer untuk adik angkat dia yg mmg pelahap...



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ermm mmg berat citer abg aku ni...adoyaiii ermm sorry la abg ae. adik tak leh masuk campur. ni hal yg adik mmg tak leh nak masuk campur.. jgn kate nak masuk campur.. nak masuk tolak , darab, bahagi sume tak leh......

cume leh bagi advice aje...
kekeeke

n the worst part of our conversation is ...... the sengal punya statement....

"andai kate abg mmg tak g jauh ngn wife.... adik la antara calon utama buat abg.."

hahahahahah sengal tol...

" abg... adik hormat abg like my own big bro... n i hope abg pun leh hormat adik like your own sis ok.... i`ve told u kan. dun ever have heart feeling wif me... or abg takkan lagi dapat lepak lepak or share ur prob wit me again.... jgn sesekali lupe warning adik yang satu itu....."

"abg tau la.... andai kate aje...bukan betol betol"

aku balas:

"tapi mcm doa aje kan... dun ever do that ok kalau rase nak adik angkt abg ni benci kat abang mcm adik benci orang orang yg pernah hurted adk....."

"yelah adik comey oiii..... eeeii keras hati tol adik aku sorang ni..."

"i`m learning dari pengalaman ok big bro!"

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...... sms frommm

dalam tengah berjalan di tengah tengah panas ke LRT station.... manggak sangat takmo dihantar.. kekonon nak nek rapid bus sudahnyer berjalan sampai berpeluh....sambil layan lagu "lonely in gorgeous".. erkk gorgeous ke? ader munyik rintone "alone again" dari red sony...

opsss! tak di sangka!

"salam, adik. abg baru dapat hadiah adik.... tengs ae.. take care..."

camtuh ajer?

OMG.. mcm tuh ajer?!

hurmm even aku sendiri tak menyangka akan ader msg dari dia untuk waktu terdekat ni almaklumlah kawan tgh gumbira di samping bini kesayangan.. aisehhhh..

ermm perlu aku balas ke? ermm .. balas la kot... tapi mcm tau tau aje kan.. tup tup tak lepas.. tersangkut.. alamak.. kredit udah habis.. tinggal 7 sen je..

sudahnye aku biarkan aje tak berbalas...

gasaklah kalo dia nk pikir "adik " dia ni sudah sombong or pape yg negatif...

enough kan... selama ni pun rase mcm tak dihargai... mcm sampah....

ermm y i send the gift to him ..? coz i really love him ma.... even i can`t see him.. touch him... heard him but i really mean what i feel.. jiwang seh? dulik.. i`m just be honest to my self...

i`m trying to pull him out....out of my mind.. my heart ... okay...

ingt senang? dia boleh la kot nak buang aku ni... huhuhu...

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hurmmm

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from
heartache.

Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship
that's not meant to be.

Slower is better. Never live your life for a man
before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not
treating you as you deserve then heck no,
you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.

Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you
along, then he probably is.

Don't stay because you think "it will get better."
You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying
when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is
you.

Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of
different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them
pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his.

Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If
something bothers you, speak up.

Never let a man know everything. He will use it
against you later.

You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from
within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you
are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not
make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are.

Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with
her, he'll cheat on you.

A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to
treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the
bending...compromise is two way street.

You need time to heal between relationships...there is
nothing cuteabout baggage... deal with your issues before
pursuing a new relationship.

You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a
relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone
complimentary, not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.

Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know
where you are, and you're always readily available to him -
he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for
a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you
everything that you need.

Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

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